“No! I won’t allow it! You’re my wife! You’re mine! Not only does your body belongs to me, your heart belongs to me! You can’t marry anyone else!”

This time, Si Mu Han’s kiss was no longer romantic. Instead, it was like a fiery storm.

Damn it! He bit her lips! 

Le Yao Yao was mad, but she was also scared. Right now, Si Mu Han was like a provoked lion. His eyes were scarlet. It looked like fire was about to come out.

Suddenly, Le Yao Yao heard her clothes ripping.

Si Mu Han was tearing her clothes apart. Her chest was bare in front of him now.

Seeing this, Si Mu Han was even more aroused and the desire in his eyes deepened.

Is he going to r*** her?

She’s going to lose her child..

Thinking of this, Le Yao Yao tightly wrapped her hands around her body. Tears wouldn’t stop rolling down her cheeks.

“N-no, my child…” she cried.

“W-what? Child?” Si Mu Han froze. Then, he started like laugh like a crazy person. “Xin’er, y-you have our child?”


Le Yao Yao was speechless. No matter what she said, the guy firmly believed she was his dead wife. She didn’t want to waste her breath anymore.

Perhaps, the man was in denial. He didn’t want to wake up to reality. She had no idea.

All she wanted was to return to Leng Jun Yu’s side.

Currently, she felt as if she was a butterfly that had fallen into a spider’s web. Regardless of how much she struggled, she couldn’t escape.

Thinking of this, Le Yao Yao felt depressed.

At this moment, Si Mu Han reached his hand and hugged Le Yao Yao. He picked her up and spun her in circles.

“I’m going to be a daddy! I’m going to be a daddy!”

Le Yao Yao couldn’t believe it. Si Mu Han looked like a big innocent boy. How could a man with such a pure smile be the monster who killed without blinking?  (end of chapter 180 raws)

Si Mu Han was really happy right now, but Le Yao Yao felt terrible. Originally, she was already unwell, but now, he was making her feel even sicker.

Le Yao Yao’s stomach began to roll and she could taste a sourness in her mouth.

Instantly, her face turned pale. She covered her mouth with one hand as she tapped the man with the other to make him stop. She was about to throw up!

By the time Si Mu Han realized this, it was too late.


Le Yao Yao began to vomit. However, there wasn’t too much since it was quite a while since she ate.

It was extremely disgusting and smelly though. Le Yao Yao couldn’t help but crinkled her nose.

She actually puked all over Si Mu Han’s chest. His red robe was now covered in her white vomit. Le Yao Yao’s white face turned even whiter.

Oh God! She was done for! S-s-s-she threw up all over a monster! 

Is he going to tear her skin off her bones? Chop off her four limbs? Or scoop her heart out?! 

Le Yao Yao had all these crazy scenarios in her mind. None of them included an intact corpse.

However, Si Mu Han’s gentle voice entered her ears. “Xin’er, are you feeling unwell on the inside?”

Then, Si Mu Han furrowed his brows and yelled, “Servants! Send the physician!”

Immediately, two figures pushed open the door and entered the room.

Si Mu Han had gently carried Le Yao Yao onto the bed. “Xin’er, don’t worry. I won’t let anything happen to you ever again!” Si Mu Han tightly held onto Le Yao Yao’s hand and stated with certainty.

Le Yao Yao could tell he was afraid she would ‘die’ again. Poor guy. She puked all over him yet he didn’t seem to mind at all. He only cared about her well-being.

Thinking of this, Le Yao Yao’s eyes flickered.

He may be wicked beyond redemption. But he’s undeniably a good husband. He definitely loves his wife. Too bad she’s dead

Gradually, Le Yao Yao’s fear towards Si Mu Han decreased.

In fact, she pitied him. He had to suffer the loss of his wife. Then, suddenly his ‘wife’ came back to life. Now, he’s treating her like she was the world’s greatest treasure.

He was terrified that something would take her away from him again.

At this moment, the physician arrived. He was carrying a medicine box and looked around thirty years of age. He wasn’t the old physician from before.

There was also another tall man dressed in black. He was extremely fit and tall. From the first glance, it was like getting suppressed by Mount Tai.

The man was expressionless though. In addition, he had a very ugly scar on his face.

The scar didn’t appear to be a wound from a sword. Most likely, he had been scarred by some type of harsh impact. The scar went from the left corner of his eye all the way down to his chin. It was quite frightening.

For some reason, Le Yao Yao thought that the man looked familiar. But she couldn’t recall where she had seen him previously.

Her confusion could be seen all over her face. Si Mu Han noticed that Le Yao Yao had been staring at his subordinate since he had entered. So, he asked, “Xin’er, this is Qing Feng. Do you still remember him?”

“Oh my goodness! How many times do I have to tell you. I’m not your wife. I don’t even know you guys! I haven’t lost my memory!” Le Yao Yao insisted. Si Mu Han’s behaviour made her want to puke blood.

Suddenly, she thought of something and seized the physician’s hand. “You’re a physician, right? Then you must be able to tell that I haven’t lost my memory!?! Please explain to him. I’m not Xin’er. Also, I’m three months pregnant. If I was really his wife, how could I come back from the dead? Let’s hypothetically say I did come back from the dead, how could the child still be alive then?”

Le Yao Yao was gripping onto him like he was a piece of floating object and she was sinking into the ocean. She was too emotional to notice that Si Mu Han’s eyes spoke death.

However, the physician definitely felt it. His scalp turned numb as he began to sweat profusely.

Earlier, the previously physician said something wrong and his tongue was chopped off! 

He wants to help this woman but this group of people kills without blinking! 

Thus, in order to save his own life, the physician quickly removed Le Yao Yao’s hand from his arm as he wiped the sweat off his forehead.

“Miss, please calm down and allow me to check your pulse.”

“Eh….?” Le Yao Yao could see how nervous the physician was. She knew he must be terrified of Si Mu Han.

Thinking of this, Le Yao Yao decided not to put the physician in a difficult position any longer. She pursed her lips and obediently allowed the physician to take her pulse.

Si Mu Han was anxiously watching the physician’s facial expression.

“How is she? What’s wrong with her? No matter what, you must save her life. Or else, you’ll be buried with her!” he threatened.

The physician was so scared that his legs went weak and he collapsed on the ground. He was nearly peeing in his pants. “T-to respond to Great Leader, your w-wife is fine. She’s just a bit startled. As long as she gets enough rest, she’ll be alright…”

“How about the child? Is the child alright?”

“T-to respond to Great Leader, the child is fine. In fact, the child is very healthy. Please don’t worry…”

“Good! Very good! Xin’er, you’re fine!! Our child is fine too. I’m so happy!!”

Le Yao Yao felt depressed. She didn’t have the energy to refute Si Mu Han again. Now, she was like a frosted eggplant.

Seeing this, Si Mu Han began to panic. “Xin’er, are you upset because you’ve forgotten about the past? Don’t worry, we’ll create more memories soon. Also, I’ll tell you everything about our past. Please don’t be upset.”

Oh God! His mind is truly something else. How could he conclude she’s upset due to memory loss? Talking to him is like a chicken trying to talk to a duck. They don’t speak the same language! 

So, Le Yao Yao was tired. She didn’t want to waste her breath anymore.

Eventually, Qing Feng spoke up when he realized Le Yao Yao was no longer going to speak. “Leader, don’t be too worried. It’s great that our Lady is fine. This subordinate will get the servants to prepare dinner now.”

“Yes yes yes. It’s already late! Oh, my mind is too muddled! Thanks for being so attentive, Qing Feng. Go and get the servants to prepare dinner. Make sure you get them to make Xin’er’s favourite dishes!”

Qing Feng nodded and then effortlessly grabbed the horrified physician with one hand and shut the door with the other.

Now, there were only Le Yao Yao and Si Mu Han left in the room. Neither of them spoke for a long time. The room was so silent that if a needle had fallen, they would’ve heard it.

Le Yao Yao was thinking and plotting her next move. She recalled that before she lost consciousness, the evil cult was fighting with her people. Although Leng Jun Yu had personally trained those special guards, they didn’t expect such a huge attack. So many had perished during the fight. Le Yao Yao had no idea if Xing and her girls were alright.

She really liked Xue Li and Xue Ping. Although they hadn’t known each other for a long period of time, she already treated them like they were her younger sisters.

Please, God. Don’t let anything happen to them! 

Also, does Yu know she had been kidnapped? Is he worrying about her right now? 

Le Yao Yao’s heart began to ache.

While she was being sad, Si Mu Han wrapped his arms around her.

But, Le Yao Yao didn’t smell the familiar ambergris scent. Instead, it was an unfamiliar refreshing scent.

It wasn’t bad, but she wasn’t used to it.

Familiarity is a scary thing. Once you’re used to something, you don’t want anything else. 

So, Le Yao Yao tried to fight and escape from the man’s clutches. At this moment, Si Mu Han began to gently pat her back. It seemed like he was trying to soothe her.

“Xin’er, don’t worry. I’m here. We’re a married couple. We’ll go through everything together.”


This man was hopeless.

At this time, someone knocked on the door.

Next chapter

19 thoughts on “d”

  1. I wonder if he wasn’t psycho possessive of his late wife, too. I could see him abducting her on the grounds of love and caging her up for years.

  2. No entiendo por que la gente se molesta soy una lectora en español y no me cuesta unos clicks de mas aparte de que tengo que traducir el capitulo tambien

  3. Another mess, this scenario reminds me of “Doomed to be Cannon fodder”, a character who only hears and sees what they want and a main character with a ‘big heart’ to accommodate everyone. Very soon Le Yao Yao will so start feeling sorry for him.

  4. Ah Yao yao, be smart for once, please…
    You know you meet a lunatic, the only reason that you’re not killed is only because you’re similar to his deceased wife.
    He is an evil cult master, you’re in their den, do you think you can survive for any minute longer if he finally realise that you’re not his wife.
    So if you want to save your child and your own self, the only smart move is to just stall the time and follow with the flow until the rescue team comes.
    You’re lucky that he even thought that it’s his baby… are you crazy trying to tell him that it doesn’t make sense that you’re carrying his baby after so long separation? He is psycho criminal, so don’t try to clear up his logic just yet.
    The fact that he thought you’re carrying his baby is your good luck, because you can use it to prevent him touching you with force.
    Don’t do anything stupid anymore please.
    You have done it enough by drinking and kept running around without worries of colliding with anything/any person or fall all this time.
    You had finished highschool at least, right?
    It’s not like you are uneducated girl.

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